Friday, July 10, 2020

New "My Form Created" Poem

Innocence Betrayed, Not 

To keep it with all my might I fought
As for many nights I laid in tears
But my innocence betrayed, not

Although to your desire you sought
For deception you gave with snares
To keep it with all my might I fought

As to your mission was left a blind spot
That had my heart beating with fears
But my innocence betrayed, not

To your plans I had never dealt
As to this my innocence was played
My emotions began to melt

At times my condition did fade
And then I would think I'm okay
But soon again in tears I laid

Your purpose in this game your need to play
To keep it with all my might I fought
And now you see I was right in my way
Because my innocence betrayed, not
   ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: Can't stand games and it's ashamed that some people these days feel they have to play games simply because they don't believe someone is real, or they are jealous, or they just want to prove someone wrong in their way of being. Many get blind sided to this as one may have never dealt with this kind of deception to that extreme  before; thus innocent to it. Someone real will stick to one's belief and way of being no matter; thus innocence keep, not lost. Nor/or neither did the person playing, when the one is not playing, manage to take the one not playing innocence in a situation from them; thus innocence betrayed, not. 

Thursday, July 9, 2020

New "My Form Created, Tervillazanelle" Poem

Missing What You Never Found

One day you realize what you missed
Wondering how this could have happened
Never found for you what didn't exist

For you it greatly did resist
Your struggles became overlapping
As one day you realize what you missed

This thing that has barely been in your midst
As now has made you very saddened
Never found for you what didn't exist

Thou for decades you really didn't look
Because the internal need was elsewhere
Thus the need for it got greatly overlook

Now to the need you've become aware
And for the many years this includes
Missing what you never found in despair

As true love with a mate for you alludes
One day you realize what you missed
To this need it seems life excludes
Never found for you what didn't exist
   ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: When one struggles through life just to get through one can miss out on many good things life has to offer. Especially, when to this struggle more important is the need of others than one's own self's need. In tending the needs of others out of love one can miss out in finding true love of a mate for one's self. Then much later in life it's realized you are missing what you never found. 

Wednesday, July 8, 2020

New "My Form Created, Tervillazanelle" Poem

Scared Loneliness

It's a very scary place to be
When there's no one to share your being
As lonely now an empty nest for thee

Struggled to raise your children gave degree
But now your without a song to sing
It's a very scary place to be

Your responsibility now set free
In this new season you agreeing
As lonely now an empty nest for thee

For fast & furious the time did escape
As children to adults they grew
To this your life given to them agape

Selflessness you gave in what you knew
In account of protection for them
As for friendships, there where only a few

Friends lost in time and lonely you become
It's a very scary place to be
Struggle with purpose your hymn the outcome
As lonely now an empty nest for thee
   ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: There are seasons in our life and these different seasons can sometimes create extreme emotions. One season is the one when all your children are finally grown. Some develop the empty nest syndrome during this season and it can be very lonely and scary. It does seem to be a bit easier for couples as they have each other; but still difficult. However, for a single parent who have devoted most their adult life to raising their children, down to this purpose being their whole life can be extremely emotional. Including the development or non-development of friends. Then all the sudden their all grown and your purpose in life has changed; as well as your responsibly. It's a struggle to live only for yourself now. The agape (Greek word for Love) you gave and showed in selflessness for your children you now have to direct elsewhere and this is a very lonely task when there's no one to direct it to. An empty nester by yourself is a scary lonely place to be!

Sunday, July 5, 2020

New "My Form, Tervillazanelle" Poem

Just Not Fake!

Often mistaken honesty as rude
But actually, it's just not fake!
Some take honesty as an attitude

In being honest feelings can exclude
A necessity in that you partake
Often mistaken honesty as rude

For when ask truth to this conclude
In giving an opinion yours to make
But to some honesty an attitude

Ashamed some fake in order to please
Better is honesty no matter how hard
An act of love shown in truth agrees

With honesty one's being is unmarred
And to this one is seen as real
For another one cared with regard

Even when hard to truth one does reveal
Thou some mistaken honesty as rude
It's just not fake, it's the real deal!
Although honesty seen as an attitude
   ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: Often people think someone is being rude when all one is doing is being honest. Honesty, these days, it seems, is just not appreciated. Seems one would rather hear a lie in order to be appeased than the truth. I guess to some truth hurts and that's why they would prefer a lie. However, a true friend or real person would tell someone, for instant, something does not look good on them if it really doesn't knowing it really doesn't look good in their mind. Honesty is real and not an attitude; it's just not fake!

Sunday, June 28, 2020

New My Form, Tervillazanelle Poem

It's Not My Place

Sometimes in life burdens can be misplace
Especially when emotions involved
But, in time one learns it's not my place

As one takes on the challenge to embrace
What seems something one has resolved
But, sometimes in life burdens are misplace

Although one approaches this thing with grace
To the struggle one has dissolved
As in time one learns it's not my place

Resolution in question not mine to give
In letting go this place I stayed
It being the other's burden to live

As one not being selfish, nor betrayed
Realizing this place the other's adheres
To my emotions moving on unafraid

As one that's brought to awareness in tears
Knowing in life burdens can be misplace
Evaluating this place pushing back fears
I've come to learn it's not my place
   ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: Sometimes we stay in a place for a while trying to resolve an issue that place created due our emotional tie to the situation. I guest thinking eventually, if staying there long enough it will resolve itself. But, often this doesn't happen and in staying one can be missing out or harming oneself in the process of trying to hang on to an emotional situation that may never resolve. I know I am guilty of this. But, have learned even though it's sometimes hard to move on from this very emotional place, it can become a burden that may not even be yours', but the other person's place to resolve. 

Saturday, June 27, 2020

Previous "My Form Created" Poem

 Remember this poem-Last one guys from Previous "My Form Created" Poems!

Generational Misconception

Not your generation, brings objection
For misunderstanding does set in
In generational misconception

We need to see upon it's conception
Before the attitude does begin
As your generation brings objection

When not your age, hard to give affection
Bringing great misunderstanding therein
Due generational misconception

Often a generation thinks theirs the best
No thought of human a consideration
Even when one's feelings is stressed

To one receiving this treatment, frustration
Due misunderstanding of one's being
Because one not of that generation

Age gaps can promote disagreeing
To your generation, there's objection
Awareness to this revealing
In this generational misconception
      ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: We all are born, become children, mature to young adults, age to middle age, and grow old. Everyone goes through this generatioanl process. Sometimes we forget how it was being in a certain genration or not realizing one day we will be in that generation and tend to treat a person in a genaration different than our own badly. And we tend to accept certain actions from one that is younger than one older. Sure one older should be wiser, but additionally certain physical attributes do break down. And due a consistantly changing world perspectives change as well. Wise is the one that considers these things in treatment of others in a world of genrational misconceptions. 

Monday, June 22, 2020

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Already Lost It!


It's something some people try hard to get
In gain it can make one feel good
If you have to ask, you've already lost it!

One's actions to this one want admit
But to this it must be very understood
It's something some people try hard to get

Non-material in gain it does transmit
One does earn it, no demands, as one should
If you have to ask, you've already lost it!

It can reflect your inner most being
To this one needs to be aware
Then know easy it becomes in seeing

When one understands to this to declare
Gone hard for one to see you as before
With before gone, not easy to repair

As one fights really hard to restore
It's something some people try hard to get
Of respect one wonders if it's therefore
If you have to ask, you've already lost it!
      ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: This thought is simple, yet can be complex; as well. Respect is earned, not something one can demand. Most times one's actions is what gains respect and this action comes from within. One must learn to respect your own actions toward's others in receiving gained respect; thus, these actions need reflect respect. And, if  you have to ask someone if you have their respect, you've probably already lost it!

Sunday, June 21, 2020

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You Don't Get Over, You Just Get On

When in life someone special is gone
It can be hard, the getting pass
But you don't get over, you just get on

To tears and moaning you are drawn
As you thought the us to this outlasts
When in life someone special is gone

For on your sleeve your emotions upon
To this you feel at an impasse
But you don't get over, you just get on

Hoping the memory does fade
Then recalling the good of one there
Being thankful the thoughts to have stayed

Even thou one gone has left great despair
You learn to deal in life this way
In knowing precious yawl's time declare

No need to the lose to feel dismay
When in life someone special is gone
Even when your thoughts of one does replay
As you don't get over, you just get on
      ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: In life we lose people; rather, family members or friends. Rather, a death, a moving away, or a breakup. Many may ask "How do you get over the lose of someone so special to you?" . I know many times in my life I have ask myself this very question. Even thou hard, especially when there are good memories of time spent together, one has to some how rebound. The memories can sometimes help one get though.  I've learned, you never really get over, you just learn to get on. 

Thursday, June 18, 2020

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A True Friend Doesn't Give Up

Sometimes relationships don't measure up
No matter how much one protest your love
Being a true friend means you don't give up

Even when it involves a breakup
Words had been spoken unkind thereof
Sometimes relationships don't measure up

In resolve even to this try not letup
Placing that person's well-fare above
Being a true friend means you don't give up

Although to some it may seem your a fool
Or maybe just crazy thinking of one
In being friendly to one that's been cruel

Takes more strength no matter what's done
Being consistent in showing you care
As one over self when friendship is none

So even thou, the one may never declare
Sometimes relationships don't measure up
At least to your intentions made aware
Being a true friend means you don't give up
     ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: Friendships don't always work out; at least, not right away. Sometimes it takes at least one being faithful and committed in developing a good relationship. Even when others looking in may think your being a fool or crazy just because they may not be a good nor committed person in being a true friend. Bottom line, no matter what others may think nor how hard it may be for you, true friends don't give up.

Saturday, June 13, 2020

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A Choice, Not A Luxury


Those liking doing nothing want admit
To this be more comfort than progress
As a choice, not a luxury to sit

For with some doing something to commit
Often brings to them nothing but stress
Those liking doing nothing want admit

Especially if hard they often quit
They'd rather sit around and be depress
As a choice, not a luxury to sit

To many the though of doing something
Does not luxury to them seem to be
As energy then becomes a thing

In choosing to move one can agree
The pleasure of accomplishment maintains
Doing something gives comfort in glee

As sitting around doing nothing constrains
Those liking doing nothing want admit
Preventing one pleasures in gains
As a choice, not a luxury to sit
      ©Doris Elaine

Thoughts: Many times it seems to be able to sit around, basically doing nothing, to be a luxury. I have often thought this myself. But, is it really a luxury or laziness? Really, what gets accomplished by just sitting around? It seems more of a luxury, mentally at least, to be able to get something done. Isn't comfort the forefront of luxury? I would feel more comfortable to know I did something rather than sitting around getting nothing done. That would be my choice, anyway. Thank about it and try doing something!